2 months into OCS,
I'm trying to change for the better,
But people have already condemned me for my character.
I wish I could rewind time to redeem those mistakes.

I miss all my friends. I miss poly.
I ruined a couple of friendships and I wish it hadn't happened.
But it happened; people come and go, yeah.
Life goes on.

Perhaps it was my personality that ruined everything.
Life lessons, yeah, we just gotta learn from our mistakes, I guess.
Maybe I'm a fuck up.

...

Hope things will get better.